never did: do

never did I
look upon something I
used to love in haste I
look and turn the other way I
lost myself over and again I
see it quite clearly I
am seen with dark halo around me I
walk with pebbles in my shoes I
stumble again with blood on my hand I
saw the hurt in your eyes I
read the words in your lips I
heard the screaming in your heart I
wish you had not seen I
wished you had been blind I
see you after my disgrace I
feel you looking straight I
know you discover the dome of my heart I
Know you see all the lies I
put you trough all your life I
love you all my life I
do.