Friday, November 07, 2008

there could be no wrong turn

I'm stuck doing record of appeal and other mountainous work left by the Boss who is now in China. With one trial this week and 2 more coming next week, I've yet to finish anything, and the rate I'm going, facebooking and all, I don't think I will today.

Dahla I'm rushing to meet PR and NW for our long-awaited mini-reunion dinner @Kenny.
Work can wait. Ahaha.

Funny every single time I was with them or the Legalaiders, the more reluctant I am to leave the profession prematurely. I seemed to practice happily thinking about the whole aspirations of/relating to LegalAid. Yup, legalAid magic works on me.
Maybe sebab tu kot I've been coming to the LAC more than I used to now.

The work can wait.
I'm not gonna spoil some quality time with family + friends during weekends.

Seems I'm taking everything in a stride.
This is just because I'm trying to take things easy.
And because I'm under whole lotta stress.

Late last night I found myself chatting with Sir Raja B, while waiting for Mr K to come back from his library. And I conceded when he said the lesser time spent in court, the happier he is and the merrier time he has for the family.

Despite all that, he asked me to stay on.
That its not worth leaving something you have already started.

Ah words of encouragement from The Man himself.

Now it seems I have mixed feelings. To be or not to be.
Cliche as it sounds. Cita-cita or chenta.

To stop lawyering or start being a SAHW (albeit temporarily few years?)

nak cari pic Padiappa tapi tak jumpe scene dia yang joget2.

Whenever I felt at war with the workload, all I can think of is joining Mr K in India and be happy not doing anything but our own Bollywood scenes. And I'm most happy being with Mr K.
Tengok dia senyum je saya sudah cair. Aptah lagi in real action.

fuiyoh. Always get the ball one that captain.

And kalau get into that thinking, I'll convince myself that work can really wait. (Over-repeated at my own expense) But can it really?

To be fair,the only grouses I could have being in the practice is the invisible cloud looming around me feeling stupid around senior lawyers and the stress (undeniably coming from other people's expectation)

When I told this to Mr K, he said I can get both without losing one another.
Both. And there could be no wrong turn.

Pray for me.
Nothing is decided just yet.
I pray for every decision made is divinely guided and not exhumed by hormonal emotions of a woman stress at work and helpless that the work is chucked totally.

Have a nice weekend ahead, people.
I know I will.


mr K 7 November 2008 at 18:23:00 GMT+8  

u will get both.. ^_^ i always pray for u.. for us..

gambar bola tu macho la.. haha!

Kauthar yang baik,  7 November 2008 at 21:57:00 GMT+8  

Huhuhu~enjoy making the decision! :P *I know it's not helpful at all...hihi*

Amicus Curiae 7 November 2008 at 22:59:00 GMT+8  

encik winger;

credit tu encik wazien dan d40 nya.Haha.Gaya yang sangat macho =)

koca yang baik;
enjoyable sangatlah.I'll have these dilemmas everytime I'm burdened with stress.Haha.

haundem 7 November 2008 at 23:35:00 GMT+8  

my decision was easier as i didnt start anything yet.
i agree u wudnt hilang ape2, its just a matter of adapt n adjust.seriously.

midnight blue eyed 8 November 2008 at 02:16:00 GMT+8  

im a hopeles romantic.

If i were you, i'll leave it all to be with the one i love.

Amicus Curiae 8 November 2008 at 14:23:00 GMT+8  

i agree.Ni ikut perasaan mengamuk kat keje je.Haha.Well,mbe not in the longer run,but for now,selagi im not 'there' yet,dont see why i should stop.

not like im doing without vice a realistic romantic,kot.

Areej 8 November 2008 at 19:46:00 GMT+8  

SAHW tu apa?
anywez, u don't have to go to india to do bollywood scenes. feel free to do it at taman tasik ke...blakang rumah ke me i've done many alrdy, kt hyde park la, isle of wight la, hehee...buat la, n tepek gmbr byk2 sini...i wanna see :P

Areej 8 November 2008 at 19:53:00 GMT+8  

oh ya, nk menyampuk abt the decision psl nk quit or not.
i agree tht u can get both without losing one another, but its not easy to do, meaning u hv to work hard, sometimes it could be v v stressful. but ur young kan...n maybe u dont hv that many commitments yet, so i suggest u stay je jd lawyer skrg until u get sooo fed up u just have to quit, or u hv other commitments e.g. baby etc yg perlukan more from u.

haha, don't listen to me.
aku pandai cakap je.
coz i made the decision to quit jd legal officer hr tu...for a less stressful job...haha...a bit don't listen to me... :P

Amicus Curiae 8 November 2008 at 21:29:00 GMT+8  

SAHW.stay at home wife.


kena la gi india,dah hero nya kat sana.takkan nak guling sorang kat lake garden.hehe.confirm mereng.nti aku tepek sampai kau tak larat nak tulah masalahnya hero hindustan aku kat india dan aku kat sini huwaaa..

the thing is,im all ambitious all that tapi stress demoralises me so much.Taknakla stress duit banyak pun tapi hati tak tenteram buatpe.But sometimes its not that bad to consider quiting pon.Ngade2 kot.

hmm.I'll think I'll stay,and u're right.Its not that i have any other reason,but stress.Seems now i have learn how to manage stress kot.Haha.

Areej 9 November 2008 at 11:04:00 GMT+8  

a'aa la hero kt india, lupa lak. i read sumwher in ur blog dia kt sana. hoo...lg interesting...kang duk kuch kuch hota hei sana kang...
sho shweeeet!!

Zackyun 10 November 2008 at 23:08:00 GMT+8  

later in life, we'll be regret the thing dat we dont do rather than things we did.

ape2 pun, it can be either way.your life to fullest laa...mybe best jd hwife,but then be extra if u r a capable doing so. eleh, yah pun tau u'r enjoying working with the 6th sept people laa kan? sebab the 6th sept ni the best teramat sangat people, not to add how amazing,bla-bla (angkat bakul).nnt few months,duduk le kat melaka tue...hahaha!

aff boley kuch kuch hota hei dimana2 pun, name it laa...yah pun boleh imaging the scenario.hahaha..

Amicus Curiae 11 November 2008 at 14:15:00 GMT+8  

so your point is????betul la if i juggle both,its as if i wont lose anything but sanity and time?


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