Monday, June 04, 2007

this is not just a letter

no of course its not. Its a few letter composed to few people that I think I need them to know something but not in the usual everyday manner after hello. These people are indeed special and have a place deep in my heart..why put them in all three? because today, I feel like i've been in monstrous experience and they had always been with me, not letting me becoming a monster anyhow. This is my thanks.

Yah m.d
Everything is relative except God.
And since I am a relative to you, I sometimes wonder if there could be anything closer than being siamese twins. After searching for those missing Buddha heads I did notice your change. The sister (funny. I never really held her as "one" simply because I think she's at par with me, but even twins have their seniority distinguished by seconds to few minutes. But with her, I just can't. Hence she not calling me "kak" or my habit of having a house of adoption for pet sisters. But nevertheless. She's my one female confidante. I'd known was far more gentle hearted at her most rugged ways and would cry her heart out for simplest things. Yes and I can vouch for her sincerity) But I can assure you, I'd never never think of you in any ways that could put us apart. Yes, I still think you're one of the weirdest creature Id ever known (I put you in the same category as Mar. Hehe it is a compliment)
You had helped me in ways no one could.
Although you send me up against the wall, drove me crazy and got me warded but annoyingly, I'll stick with you.
And there is no way I can be a monster to you.

Nabilah Hani
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
That crazy woman is me. You're just being a good person and your patience handling my volcanic temper and nonsensical philosophies amazes me. No one can put up (not until I found him hahaha) with that. You've seen something in me and I'd seen your inner beauty more than everything. For me, your beauty radiates from within you. I can sense you getting all blushed up ready to spank me hard on my face the next time we meet for our jog date, but for all thise calmness and true to your name sake "hani", you gave me my peace.

Khalis darling
he's my lifesaver :) can't say enough to tell you how much I love you and your ways sometimes I do wander..what do I did so much to deserve a person like you..
You know how scatterbrained and sensitive idiot I am but never did once you return that favour.
I know things are hard, but I think everything will be all right when you're there for me.
If there's one thing I wish for, it must be you.
Dear God, let me be good. Let me be as good as him. Let me be good for him.
I seriously can't thank you enough for being there for me today especially, yup working life is not fun at all and so much that I anticipated this, but I'd never expected your overwhelming support. You still try to make my day when life is a living hell in this office. You're the angel :) Nanti nak blanja dia makan lah. Biar dia gemuk sket. A treat for you toiling and slaving in the wee hours studying. I hope you don't worry so much for me..sorry for that, dear :P

1 comments:

nabilah hani 19 June 2007 at 22:25:00 GMT+8  

salam.

y, this is not a strange feeling. its fitrah.

but must be on the right path. its not merely an unkempt bushway.

i feel stronger- the urge to HATE him. i have to. its the only thing i can do. being NEUTRAL is lame; not to mention slow and disastrous.

its for our own good i guess. do keep me reminded, kak. i need u. please help me.. (how much more pathetic can u be?)

calm is what i am now? not. i pray that may Allah give me strength...i shall need yrs too, sis. yr prayers+strength.

may yr happiness too.. be mine one day. ameen.

ps: yr words dug really deep. jazaKumullah kak, rly2 love u.

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