a referendum of sorts

2-1.
Bukit Gangtang and Bukit Selembau over Batang Ai.
A referendum that the rakyat is not that gullible anymore.
And not tied to singular ketuanan, but moreover to ketuanan rakyat.
Bla bla bla.
If I were a political analyst, I would have a lot to comment.

Bla bla bla.
But I'm not.

I'm just a wife to a wonderful man, waiting to her August break, eagerly counting the days.
Ha ha.

And all this happenings do take out the 'missing something?' feeling.

I seem to have put my working zone out to the max so that when I come back home, I come back home really zoned-out and tired.

And I elastically shorten my me-time by watching the tv with mom, something that I was not used to do, watching the tube oooooo.

And I spend time having meaningful conversations with friends, who gave deeper insights when I listen more than I talk.

And all the books they got me, is another milestone for me as books recommended by them is not the usual books I would buy.

And all this political happenings gave me something to laugh and ponder about, that I think I can quit my day job and write a book about it.

I'm busy out there, but in here.....

Truth is, I miss having him here.
No matter what I do, I still can't shake the feeling off.
Sob sob.

140 days to go.