..and then what?

Here's the thing:

My Boss, the Big Engineer Man himself, had been persistently asking me WHEN will I take up my Masters (which we had started to discuss a year ago)

And happily encouraged me to apply somewhere that offers postgraduate C.E and then flatly puts to me "imagine how good it would look in our company file (which Casey had diligently kept it updated annually).

I guess a degree is tad too short for him who has pages long credentials.
(Him double professional degrees and some other postgrad certs. Adoi)

While I was known as a notoriously laidback student, a struggling one, a scatterbrain of sorts and obviously NOT genius! (I think he discovered this after sometime. Hahaha)

I think its partly my fault.
I had been very very diligent in following up with the progress of the discipline... and he knows it.
I was very eager to learn (still is but...) and had shown it to him. Sometimes, exaggerated.

When I first joined the Co., I promised myself that I would be an asset yo Co. that they can't bear to lose. And now I'm trapped.

What he does not know (oh dear God..please don't let him google me up) is this:

1. Suddenly my furthering of studies is motivated by things dis-associated with the Co.
2. Maybe because I have recently short-termed the Co.

He's unaware of this. Of course.
He said he wants me to grow with The Co.



I AM SO roasted.

Ohhh you guilty conscience, go awayyyyyyyyyyy.

:(